Cheerios.

Am I the only one who feels that fuzzy sheeps are amazing?
I heart fuzzy sheeps!

I like clean layouts too.
Like… good for the eyes.
I like green apples nowadays.
…and HL milk too!

Okay, I am getting a little paranoid here, I don’t know why, perhaps it’s the fact that I have to see June (YJS) on the first day of my school which is reallyy near now… Holidays’ ending! Let’s face it with a smile! (:

For an individual, procrastination may result in stress, a sense of guilt, the loss of personal productivity, the creation of crisis and the disapproval of others for not fulfilling one’s responsibilities or commitments. These combined feelings can promote further procrastination. While it is normal for people to procrastinate to some degree, it becomes a problem when it impedes normal functioning.

The word itself comes from the Latin word procrastinatus: pro- (forward) and crastinus (of tomorrow).
but then
Psychologists often cite procrastination as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision.
For a behavior to be classified as procrastination, it must be counterproductive, needless, and delaying.

he psychological causes of procrastination vary greatly, but generally surround issues of anxiety, low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality.

low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality
low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality

From the great, awesome Wikipedia.

Yeah. Low sense of self-worth, and a self-defeating mentality.I simply CnP-ed from the conversation window. So, yeah. >_>

I think this is what’s happening to me more…

Student syndrome
Student syndrome refers to the phenomenon that many students will begin to fully apply themselves to a task only just before a deadline. This leads to wasting any buffers built into individual task duration estimates.

AND

Academic procrastination
While academic procrastination is not a special type of procrastination, procrastination is thought to be particularly prevalent in the academic setting, where students are required to meet deadlines for assignments and tests in an environment full of events and activities which compete for the students’ time and attention.
Some students struggle with procrastination due to a lack of time management or study skills, stress, or feeling overwhelmed with their work.

I guess all the DMD students is feeling the same thing as I do, yeah, I am not dying alone.

Ratio of Specialization, Games:IM:Animation.

Look at my big name!!

1. Specialization
I am in IM! Yay!

Finally all the hard, cheap labour has been sown into sweet fruits. Thank you for people who has been consoling me on these few days of frequent paranoia,

Mrs Fireball (Mummy) (东家不打打西家。).
Old Hag (who always said that if I cannot get in then cannot get in *lor*)
Mr ZY(msn crap -you still owe me one meal),
Mr Papa (CW) (“dun worry la” – words of wisdom),
Ah Le (who’s there to crap with me),
Ms Shing (sharing my same nervousness),

Really thank you, people!

2. KTV
My voice’s gone.

I sing till my voice’s half gone. I went with a twitchy throat, and it was sore by the end of the session. However, it was fun.

Jeanie’s voice is great, really enjoy listening to her and she was like, “Please pay me $5 bucks for the fee. ” Hahaha, her skin itch liao, piak her.

Lenice is sho quiet, barely can listen to her sing. Her voice is seriously ‘barely audible’.

Chris very poor thing, don’t know how to sing but kept being pressed on to sing. My heart goes to you, Chris. Don’t sad okay, I love you.

Shing ah, oh meh gawd, she kept singing with the lazy voice. My ears hurt. :3

Half-eaten food.

Ms Shing.

Jeann-nee.

Ah Le and Quiz (Chris).

Awesome hand and the TV light.

Awesome Leg (Shing's) and the Mic

3. Shopping
With Ah Le.

Hahaha, after we parted ways with Jean-nee in the train, the great, awsome Ah Le and Qiqi decided to go shopping in AMK Hub. (Actually it’s for my dad’s birthday present, but then we ended up shopping. God knows why. [It's actually the great, awesome Qiqi who wanted to buy clothes.])

We went to the clearance sale and bought two black tees (Ah Qi) and a black and a white tee (Ah Le) at a total sum of $14 each! That’s cheap. Normally you have to spent around $20~$30 bucks for a tee. Now you can get one at 1/4 pricing! (I sounded like an advertisement.)

Anyway, it’s a really tiring but fruitful day! Today must be my lucky day -excluding the fact that I stumbled twice today.

Nowadays is like kind of busy, going out going out going out. Guess that I am making up for the days whereby I’m cooped with school work, eh?

Currently playing Fallout 3, yeah, I know I’m slow. It’s from Bethesda Softworks! In case you were wondering, I am kind enough to make a link. The makers of the omgpwnxxorz Oblivion series!

The opening video is very awesome though, in my opinion, 好震撼。In a sense, I basically O_O;; as I went through it.

A screenie.

Fallout 3 is an awesome to boot work. I mean, sorry for my words, in a sense, the painting, the graphics, the texturiz-ing in the game is horrible. As in, awesomely horrible. It has this beautifully dull scenery, so serene and tranquil with such realism like the world has been ran through by a nuclear bomb. The remainants, that is. Ah well, it fits the story plot.

Beautifully done.

If only I don’t get nauseous while playing fps games, I will certainly stay through and play. However, I have mild motion sickness for such games, and I really need some time to play through. But still, amazing!

Okay, people, stop killing me with tomatoes and forcing me to stop my Fallout 3 talk.

As for NDS, I am playing Avalon Code. The makers of HARVEST MOON! Yes, stop wondering, it’s that awesome farming game.

It has a very unique system… You ask me how unique? Well, I find it hard to explain, just, very unique. You have to try it to know it.

I also like the fact that the main lead could wield double swords. Like my cup of tea. Or hot chocolate. (I <3 hot choco.)

Honto sugoi geimu yo~
Atashi wa usotsuki ja nai.

(Really awesome game ohh~
I am not a liar.)

Ok, my jap fail. Cuiness. >_< Hope I get the idea across.
Notes to self that I must really go take up japanese classes.

Oh yeah, the great, awesome me.

A little pinch of randomness… Here’s Kuro-nemo (I gave it that name out of boredom), the fish we saw in the Suntec Aquarium. Kuro-nemo is such a nice name, isn’t it?

Kuro-nemo

We went to the much awaited IT Fair! Who is we, you ask? We, consisted of Ah Le, Ah Chris, Dada and the great, awesome I!

Shy Ah Le. She bought a new phone! Nokia-fan! XD

Dada and Quiz (Chris).

Here’s two pictures as evidence that it’s really a very busy IT Fair.

Busy busy.

Busy busy too.

It’s super crowded, oh my gawd, I was flooded away by people for like one time, and was hit by people for like five ~ six times, STEP on by CW (Mr Papa) for one time. (He laughed, he laughed at me! T_T)

For a side note, I forgotten to take Mr Papa’s pictures. (You can see half of YS with ZY though. BLBLBL?!?! *laughs*) Sorry fangirls, don’t bash me.

Mr ZY!

My camera’s the King of Cuiness (which meant it’s suckeh). It’s from my phone though, and the place is very, very bright.  Mr ZY looks kind of *cough* feminine *cough*. Nice features you got there. (IT’S A COMPLIMENT. Don’t scold poor, old me.)

(I was on MSN with Mr ZY as I wrote this. Haha! :3)

Mr Fan (Irfan). You're teh man!

Sorry for bad camera quality yet again. :X But hey, Mr Fan’s teh man! He took a photo whereby Jaaaayson (Jason) refuses to take one saying that he’s a good guy gone crooked.

Three boos for you, Mr Jason!

Here’s a little Pandan picture to tease chiu. Chiu can neber have thaaaat. (Well, maybe sometime later, it’s hanging happily beside my computer at the moment.)

Hohohoho.

WE SAW JESSICA AND ZHANGKAI AT SUNTEC. (We always see them there. Talk about fate man. x3)

Oh ya, I went to Plaza Sing to buy present for my sister. It’s her birthday today, but it’s not the main topic of the day. x3

MS SHING‘S BIRTHDAY ON THE 17TH! THE GANG IS GONNA HAVE A KTV SESSION WITH HER. BOMBARD HER WITH S.H.E’s SONGS. OH YEAAAH. (Date and time to be re-confirmed.)

Please be free, people!

THE END.

Happiness
–noun
1. the quality or state of being happy.
2. good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy.

It actually meant a lot of things for me. Happiness is about doting your mental health-being. If you love yourself, and you’re happy with it, then you’re attaining happiness.

1. Happiness is about a warm cup of hot chocolate on a cold day.

Warmth.

2. Happiness is about taking a stroll in the morning.

Take a walk.

3. Happiness is about curling up with a book under the sun.

Read me, love me.

4. Happiness is about listening to your favourite music.

Soothe my soul.

5. Happiness is about hanging out with friends.

Friends. No matter what.

6. Happiness is about being with your loved one.

I heart you.

7. Happiness is about being with someone who loves you.

I love you too.

8. Happiness is about doing what you enjoy.

I heart to draw.

9. Happiness is about bits and pieces of life.

Happiness is about being you, being what you are, being what you enjoy, and being the fact that you love yourself and you cherish yourself.

It’s about what you do.

It’s about what you decide to do.
It’s about you.

嗯，可能明天就这样吧。

来来，强烈推荐这首歌~

Emi Fujita – First of May

As most of you may know, I am kind of busy with my Studio Project nowadays, since I’m here to blog, it actually meant that I am kind of prepared for the assessment, thus reaching a conclusion, that is -I am done with SP. Or actually, I had the ‘get-it-over-and-done-with’ thought.

I did a lot of work on my CD cover and stuffs, cause I know that I can’t animate for god’s sake. I really can’t animate. I can draw but I cannot animate. Am I making sense?

I do hope that I could get into IM, though I know that it’s a high barrier to cross, but I really want to get into IM.

I guess what I could do now is just to keep my fingers crossed.

Back to the holidays. I guess I have been yearning for holidays for a long time now, ever since the start of the second semester. However, the one month holiday is reaching soon, yet I am kind of at a loss at what I am going to do.

It’s always like that, isn’t it? You yearn for something that much, yet once you had it, you wish that you could get rid of it.

I want to go out, have a stroll, have some quality time with friends, walk around the neighborhood -don’t chuckle, I really want to walk around the neighborhood and enjoy the sun, read a book, go shopping, or just order a cup of hot chocolate in some cafe and watch the crowds.

I guess years of staying at home really wears me out. As in, my life, had been stilled ever since 11 years old. I wanted a change, really. *chuckles*

I guess I am like some old, wise man who sees through the most of the city and decided to settle for a slow pacing life in the countryside.

I’ve been telling my mother that Singapore is really a very warm country. I really want to go somewhere cooler.

I guess I am really tired and stressed out, I really need some time to adjust back and I guess that the one month holiday could really serve some purpose.

I'm also seriously considering to switch course if I never get in to
the specialization of my choice. Sigh. I mean like, seriously.

Found a super cute animated .gif to cheer myself up. Cheer up Qiqi! Life’s still going on!