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Sorry, you could kill me, but please help me click this link… (for foum gold).
Absolutely no virus, or whatsoever… (If have you can hamtam me. XD)
http://www.im126.com/bbs/?fromuid=403859
Thanks!
The great, awesome Qiqi loves novels. *munch* :3
Okay, CNY. Uhm, in previous years, CNY is like “omgmoneymoneycometomummy” kind of mood. Very excited, hectic and whatsoever. However, this year, it’s more of like, “moodlessmoodless,moneysowhat,hwhaven’tdo” kind of mood. I know, my description’s kind of funny, but, meh, it’ll work.
I don’t think I’ll be uploading photos any time soon, considering the fact that I super no mood.
Things to be completed:
1. Animatics – 0% (Thu, Fri)
2. Drawing – contour and face/humans – 0% (Mon/Tue/Wed) *
3. Drawing – clean up the stupid cartridge drawing – 0% (Mon/Tue/Wed) *
4. Maya test – 0% (Thu/Fri)
5. Maya animation – 0% (Thu/Fri)
*means die also must finish first. Deadline for Drawing is edging closer.
It’s all 0%. What have I done for CNY?
NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
Why my sister and her bunch of friends could gamble like crazy and I’m here doing work like crazyyy. It’s all crazy, but the mentality level is very different, and very wrong. -_-
ON A HAPPIER NOTE:
I’m going for a movie with my familyyyy today. 
Love Matters, would be watching together with my grandma. XD
Wooties. Shall chiong after I get back home. No sleep today, again! All hail the great, awesome Qiqi!
maybe I could take some of my sketchbook stuff for my portfolio. 
Hoho.
I don’t find myself liking anyone presently, but, damn, she’s too hard to miss. I must clarify though,
This is NOT a Lesbianism filled post. Not that I don’t accept Lesbianism, but I find myself having a mother-con (mother complex) towards this person.
That person is actually my drawing teacher, Ms Gwen. I mean… she’s like your average Jane Doe, very easy to be overlooked in the crowds, not being rather outstanding like your any other smexy teacher which we, yes me included, drooled about.
How do I describe her?
Peppermint.
“She’s like Peppermint, being barely noticeable in the greenery, yet leaving a striking impression with her soothing, calming fragrance…”
No, she doesn’t give out fragrance (we’ll never need any perfume if she does, we could just stand beside her for the three hour class and we’ll all be smelling nice), but she held a very soft-spoken elegance.
Yes, I am talking about 气质. (Sorry for the non-Chinese, it’s elegance that I’m speaking about.)
I mean, she’s like the woman that all men and students could dream of. No temper, gentle and patient, always giving encouragement.
It's okay, Qiqi, you need to take time. It's okay if this method doesn't work for you, we could always try out a new method.
However, how many teachers truly speak like this? In my course, our tutors speak harshly and critically, it’s like comfort for our brittle hearts everytime we attended Ms Gwen’s class. Even Jeanie called Ms Gwen’s words as “Healing Touch”. *laughs*
Anyway, it’s going to be the last lesson with her tomorrow. I am going to miss her, and I hope that she would be one of my tutors in Year 2.
Mehhh… T_T I will miss the warm and fuzziness she gave.
Fuzzy Sheeps.
Kill me, somebody just stab me in the chest and I can say goodbye to this miserable world. (Okay, maybe not so miserable.)
I tried to face live positively. I tried to believe that Icould overcome stress. However, the level of stressness is highhhh. As in HIGHHIGHHIGH.
Yet I’m telling myself to be strong and not to be defeated.
I see so many people falling down due to stress, and I told myself that I couldn’t be one of them. Even I felt sick, I pushed myself to become better, attending school as usual and trying to get enough sleep during weekends.
Yet I am afraid. I am afraid that even though I put in a lot of effort for school work, my results would still disappoint me. Did they not say, “You reap what you sow”?
I placed in sweat, tears, time and tremendous amount of effort, yet I am not getting what I wanted.
I am paranoid.
Do I have a future?
I really wanted to attend university overseas.
I want to continue my dream.
Yet reality pulls me back.
What lies in my future?
What lies within me?
The strength to go on?So, just kill me.
I can stop dreaming then.
qiqi is sad and demoralized
I was watching this J-drama featuring Oguri Shun. Being rather different from his normal roles featuring him very prince-like, he’s playing a university student that couldn’t say No to others, thus being in a huge debt.
He always made a OMGNUO face in the show which cracked me up. Here’s a screenie.
Another year have passed. XD
