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I have to re-edit some posts. T_T
Emo-ing.
I wore my new shirt to school today, hence I insisted that the lobang have to take some photos with meee. XD Anyway, here are some pictures we took together.
I took down Jean’s and my photos. I wanna use it as a dp.
Qi's new shirt. That is Ah Le fooling around.
Giant (?) Le and Qi.
Qi and Jean's checkered bag. Checkers FTW!
The "Orhlulu" lobang strikes again! XD
The Carrot Lettuce. 
The notorious DMD wall.
BIG LOL.
I picked up a stray kitten near the ground floor of my house. I washed it and fed it milk. The tabby’s going to be brought to the company later, there are people who would take care of her there.
It was fun, though the times were short, I missed the times whereby I could stroke her head and talk to her. Sigh. Too bad my grandma hate cats. I wish you luck, best wishes, tabby. (I called her Nyanko though. Was it a her anyway?)
Pictures.
I’ll miss the feline. T_T
Favourite picture.
Bye Nyanko~ <3
Learn to take good care of yourself.
Today is a very nice day. The skies are blue and the clouds are fluffy (in Yio Chu Kang). CW Papa’s school there is rainy. ZY Mama… I have no idea. -.-
The lobang (gang) and I took pics! XDD (They were playing with my HP. 3 hours break nothing to do too. T_T Emo-nizing.)
Anyway, here are the pictures! (Don’t say I never post picture, alright? -_-)
[Don't ask me for my CW papa's and ZY mama's marriage photos too! It's beauuutiful, I tell you.]
Who ordered me? (Spot the 77 on the receipt.)
Engrossed in NDS. Gamers, man. -_-
See Cheeky Chris and the Stylus! XD
Got ulcers anot, Ah le?
Les-ing - Caught in the act. Cannot is it?
I shy la. Don't shoot me. T_T
Love that smile, girls. Glad that you all are smiling.
Ms Shing and I. Heh heh heh...
What's with the eye white?
:O
HOOKAY. That’s all folks! ^_^
I realized that no matter how depressed I am, life still have to go on. Yep, so I decided to let things off a little, and let my heart rest. (Nowadays my heart is like super weak? I don’t know…)
It dawned on me that I have forgotten to post up pictures taken during my BBQ event. (I did not take food though, just picturesque scenery.
I find the colors very soothing… especially the silhoulette ones. I find the composition very beautiful. (Now I am talking arty fartsy jargon.)
Emo ginna.
Happy ginnas. (Old hag captured in the pic, btw.)
Soothing picture. (Where's your vanishing point? XD)
Ah-ha, this lady died under my faithful charcoal stick today. (Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you look like some cui work. Blame it on my skills. >_>)
The lady that died under my charcoal stick.
Was it because something I’ve said?
I told you I hate people who smokes.
You never smoke.
Right.
Now I am saying that I detest, dislike and HATE you drink.
Can you stop drinking?
It’s my fault isn’t it?
The one who caused you to walk down this path was me wasn’t it?
… I don’t know.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Saw this clip in lecture today. At first, I was very confused about the ending of the clip. After reading one of the Youtuber’s comment, I realized, ah so it’s explained like this… Lemme just quote that youtuber.
I think the fish is a metaphor for the truth of faith. The monk finally “see” the truth and try to catch it. He is near but more he tries more he fails. Try to explain to others to find help, but it is impossible. He is obsessed and finally he realize that the truth of faith can’t be catch, just followed and embraced. When he embrace the fish he discover the freedom, piety and peace. That is what I see.
Very true, and similar to another’s interpretation.
身心本无挂碍，庸人自扰。真巧，这里的”鱼”像是隐喻”欲”。鱼 /欲的出现，人起心动念，日思夜想，奔波逐流，穷尽一切办法都要 得到。越是追逐越是远，因为鱼儿总是跑在前头。追逐得累了，舍得 放下，随缘顺势，发现鱼儿反而更靠近自己。尽人事，听天命，珍惜 但不执着。这视频似给了我什么人生启示。
Anyway, here’s another clip from the great Pixar.
The birds are so cute! XD
Are the emo elmos hogging on to you today?
Nowadays my life had been rather stagnant. I find no interest in life, but no, it doesn’t mean that I am going to commit suicide or something, just that, I feel rather bored. (It’s more like a lot of things are happening and none concerns my life and death.)
I was busy chatting with the lobang (zy, cw, rinie, gel, etc) + lobangv2 (shing, jean, dada, chris, ah le) these few days, and I am like, so shagged. There’s this strong hallucination calling me, “Koon (sleep) Qiqi, koon. Koon and you’ll forget about everything.” Being a good kid that I was, and still is, I went to sleep almost immediately.
However, when I woke up, Earth is still revolving, time is still moving, friends are still emo, nothing changed, basically. So I took it upon my own shoulders to provide a nice and heart-warming environment to my fellow lobangs. (I am such a great, awesome qiqi.)
It’s seriously horrifying that you see emo elmos and emo nemos running around like nobody’s business, stepping on people’s dynamite which may cause death. It’s harzardous.
Anyway, here’s my long awaited TO DO LIST…
THIS WEEK:
Digital Imaging (Next Wed) – 50% of Draft 1 **
Typography (Next Mon) – Research + Matthew Carter’s Picture **
Storyboard (Next Tues) – Storyboard REDO + Do the 2nd draft **
Drawing (This Friday) – Facial Features + 2 Page Gestures + 3 views of ceramic head. ****I am not super-powered. T_T So many things to do.
NEXT WEEK:
Drawing (Next Friday) – Pending. Should be heads.
Animation (Next Mon) – Will start on bouncing ball.
I FELT THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE AROUND ME FELT EMO! SMILE, PEOPLE! SMILE! Curl your lips!
People have asked me,
Eh, woman, why are you always so happy?
I am actually a very cheerful person -to the point that I could just grin and laugh at myself whole day long, singing songs, playing with friends (such as poking them, teasing them, laugh at them and then laugh at myself). Sometimes, when I am slightly down, I’ll write down my thoughts in my blog as a medium to vent my frustration in life when things doesn’t really go my way.
You could say that this blog is something like a bottle which contains all the little things in which I went through. I firmly that, though we all have our own frustrations, and hate those frustrations, it will soon become a part and parcel of our lives. When we look back now, it will become what we went through and then becoming part of us, finally, we’ll then move on, nuturing our maturity, and then blossoms.
Perhaps it’s rather deep, or rather confusing, but I believe that, it’s only through the little incidents that we grow, to care, not to care, to love and not to love. These little things made us, and will always be with us. That is what made us unique, that is, our own experiences.
I don’t know how many people actually read this, but people… Sometimes, you are taking things way too hard on yourself, that’s why you struggle, you fall and it hurts like crazy. However, wounds will always heal, it’s only through the passing of time…
The big pain and small pain we have felt over the years as we grew, it has now become very nostalgic. The pain with friends, the pain with loved ones… It’s something which made us grow.
However, I am feeling quite satisfied today. Perhaps it’s because of it being Friday which made me expecially happy? Fridays are my resting time after fighting for a week with the dark, vile creatures that lurks in DMD. I am so sick of charcoal monster, COPIC villians and plain, white, boring papers.
I am also happy because I have spent a very happy day with Dada, Shing, Chris and Lenice today, I am just hoping that Jean could get back on her own feet and spend happy times with us. I laughed like crazy today, no, thinking back, I laughed like crazy for the whole week. I can never be emo for too long around my friends. This happy feeling, it’s so heart-warming. I am actually, very, very contented.
So, shoo off, you emo-elmo! The great, awesome Qiqi is not feeling emo!
Nehneenehnee elmo!
I can’t remember who said this…
We are all like mirrors. If you smile, they smile, you cry and they will be crying too.
If you are feeling sad, we’ll be sad too. Happiness is contagious, so people, be happy today too, alright?
P.S Jeanie, I’m glad that you’re standing up on your feet. We are waiting for you to come back to us! I missed you today in school, you only came at the end of the lesson. T___T I still love you, so don’t feel down and emo elmo, alright? I missed your cheerful smile!
