Set my heart on fire and bury it in flames.

There are some words which I could never say.
There are some things which I have blatantly decided.
True, I may be crazy, hot-tempered and whatsoever,
but did you really put yourself in my shoe?

Have you really think of the things that have gone wrong
between us? 
You keep thinking too much,
you keep pushing the blame,
I don’t want to quarrel with you.

You told me you are sick of hearing me,
what for are you feeling fed up if I told myself to shut up
instinctively because I am fearful of hurting you?

Every time when nothing occupies you,
you went on thinking way too much.
Maybe it’s because I don’t understand you.
Maybe it’s because ZY hurt you.
Maybe it’s because you don’t wanna care anymore.
I can never fully understand, but if it pains you to stay with me,
then alright, I agree. I am alright with it. I understand. 

Though I feel kind of reluctant and depressed when
you told me that it’s over, I respected your decision.
These six years, it was fun, with all the ups and downs.
Though some were sad, I mostly had happy times.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you very much. 

But one day, if you’re really hurt and down,
and you have no where to go,
I’ll still open my time for you.
I’ll listen to you.
If you tell me it’s hard to let down a relationship,
I’ll tell you that it’s even harder to put down a six years friendship.
If you really feel sick and tired,
you can always come back to me.

You’ll always have a special slot in my gang of friends.

Take good care of yourself okay, girl.
Despite saying that I love you in like 387428947692834 of our MSN conversation,
I mean it.

You’re someone whom I feel that is really close to me.
Yeah, love you, take care, bye bye.

Your beloved QIQI.